Reflective.
Stood by while various NHS teams rushed to the aid of a 30 something, gave chest compressions, oxygen and defrib for around 45 mins until critical care team arrived. Eventually they stabilised her and whisked her away in the ambulance. Standing there with nothing to do but recognise the fragility and value of life and absolute pointlessness of various daily bickering you read online. When you consider that value, not sure how anyone can begrudge NHS staff improved pay and conditions.
Yes its sat in my mind all day so far. Just hope she pulls through.
Now that I've made the mood plummet, if someone can post something to pull the thread back up!